Ahhh Careless date!

He’s lovely. We went on a date and then kissed. He’s very sexy; we like each other. So we went back to his. Then we removed our clothes. He really turned me on. We had sex; it was great. Then we woke up, and went out for breakfast. We’re meeting again next weekend.

Mr Right? NO- Mr Right NOW!

Yes right now... I have said it over and over in my head. I want him RIGHT NOW!!!

So what do I do?
I walk up to him, smile a coy subtle smile, and say..........

I have to tinkle be right back!

How embarrassing! OK So I did have about 4 shots of liquid gold... goldschlager whisky.

He smiled of course and patiently waited for my return, thank the lord, I was ecstatic that he didn't run screaming.

We sat and talked for about an hour. He recently broke up with an over aggressive GF. Before I knew it we walked out together. To his car. To his backseat. Top off in a flurry of lust, I couldn't believe it. Kissing-check, heavy breathing-check, oh he definitely gets a check for the great big buldge. Lets just say I haven't had sex in the backseat of a car in at least 16 years. BUT O MY GOD it was worth the wait!

Now I feel a little slutty OK a lot slutty! lol But you know what I don't care I love it! :)

He is going to call me again this weekend. Has called twice since Saturday. I'm in love with lust!hehe

Gota go

too funny

Some people are like Slinkies...not really good for anything, but they still bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs.

Wake up!

The Canton, Ohio, school board's centerpiece of sex ed is abstinence, but it now says a modification is due, after the stats came in: Of 490 female students at Timken High School last yr, 65 got pregnant.!

I guess these experts aren't such experts after all!

Now I am no expert but when you teach abstinence kids do.not.listen. Why not teach kids to wear condoms and to respect each other so they aren't running around transmitting STD's

People, times are changing, kids have sex. The more you tell a teen not to do it- They want to do it!

I don't even want to think of what my kids could be doing compared to what I did at age 13-14 I keep a close eye on mine and they are on a tight leash. But if the issue were to come up I would say be sure of your decision and use protection! You cant take your actions back!

Now that is just Wrong!

A woman and her boyfriend and the womanÂ’s 15-yr-old daughter apparently wrote out a contract (and signed it) specifying that while the woman is laid up from surgery for 2 months, the daughter will take her place in bed in exchange for certain gifts. (And did I mention that this was written out . . .Andd signed?)

To sell your childs body so she can have clothes and Body piercings in general should tell you how she has been raised!

World gone nuts!

We cant carry liquids on planes ( for our safety of course)Thanks to terrorists.

A 15 yr old boy From my neighborhood was beaten and then shot at 2 in the morning (where were his parents!)

Lately a 1 yr old was kidnapped and then sexually molested but found 2 hours after the parents noticed her missing!


LaToya Joplin stands accused of beating her 3-yr-old daughter to death but told a sheriff’s detective that the abuse-ee here is really herself, since her hand was throbbing with pain, in that discipline required that she keep up the beating because the girl never said "ouch" or anything. (Seriously.)


Is there really hope in the world? Sometimes it seems so bleak!

Back to the beginning

I was 13 he was 14. It was the 7th grade for me the 8th for him. I had never been the outgoing type-more introverted. His story goes a little like this....

he saw me in gym room standing with 2 of my girlfriends listing to my boombox play the superbowl shuffle, gotta love the early 80's, he says I grabbed ahold of his heart and he knew he wouldn't let me get away. The night he saw me he called me. I had no idea who he was, never herd of him, and was a bit on guard when he called. I thought for sure it was a practical joke. That night he asked if he could keep calling me and told me that one day he would marry me. We became inseparable. I was full on smitten. If you were to ask anyone in high school who I was they would say that's James' girfiend. We became one person. At age 14 I became pregnant and our parents totally fipped out. They instantly insisted that I have an abortion. So 7 weeks later I did. 2 days before I was to have the abortion my mother, in her panic mode, says to have the child put up for adoption. It was my choice! Not hers!
I was angry as she drug me along to an adoption center to have the process explained to me. I was young and had to make a decision for myself, for him, for everyone. That child would be 18, graduated from high school, and planning his/her life.
After that we had to struggle to keep "us" us. It was rocky. I thought it had bonded us more.

I have never dated anyone else but him, never wanted to. I am struggling with the idea that he could be tempted to have an affair much less have one. I need to forgive him, but I cant forget the hurt he has caused. I could see it if we falling apart for some time. There were no signs, no struggles. I was living in absolute bliss thinking everything was fine.

I know he didn't have to tell me and could have just hid it. But he couldn't and now I hurt deeply more so than I have ever thought I could. Time heals all woulds but my heart and mind is not wounded it's broken. I do love him how can I not?

I guess I am just real down today so I had to vent.

My new puppy

Meet Bullseye!

No! Not the fire department!

In Portland, Ore., neighbors were puzzled when they saw residents merely tossing buckets of water on their house fire while begging that no one call the fire dept, and we know what that means
[answer: a marijuana nursery inside] . . . . .

Revenge....

Yesterday, my friend Joe came over and we got to talking. The topic soon became about the troubles that my DH has bestowed upon on the family.


Joe: you need to get a revenge fuck...
Me: what?
J: A revenge F
Me: I dont think so!
J: Why?
Me: What kind of person would I be if I did the same thing he did to me?
J: A more satisfied one.
Me: Just because I will have had sex it doesnt take away the problem.
J: I'm just sayin
Me:Just sayin wont help
J: Oh I can help alright....
=insert wicked grin on his face=
Me: Yeah Im sure you would....

I am right.Right?

Paintbrush anyone?

Australian Tim Patch is showing his my-penis-is-my-brush art at the Sydney Sexpo that, I gather, is running right now (he calls himself "Pricasso") . . .



I wonder just how good in bed he is?
Can you tell I have not had sex in at least a month?

The beauty within....

Taken at StLouis Zoo Insect House

Out to lunch...

Hiya,

The boys and I had a great weekend, thankfully. I had to get out of the house and try to fill my head with better things. So on Saturday I packed up a cooler and fishing poles along with some wiggle worms and chicken livers and took the boys fishing. We had a really good time, we didn't catch too many fish, but we had fun non-the-less. I should say I hate to go fishing! Really... I wont take the fish off the hook and scream like a girl when the kids make fun of me chasing me around with the slimy fish. Plus I make them wear sunscreen and look silly making 2 growing boys put on sunscreen lol. Good time!

Sunday, as if we didn't get enough sun, I took them to St. Louis Zoo. We hadn't been in about 2 years and we spent all day looking at the animals and eating junk food. Got some great pictures I will try to post soon.

All in all it was a good weekend and I managed to avoid the Mr. Most of the time, except a little on Saturday.

I've decided to focus all my time on the boys when I'm not working.

:)

Ok

I'm slowly beginning to try to live again. My 2 sons need me to be strong and positive, if all you see is negativity then how do you see positive things.

Update: After 16 years (June 17th) of marriage my DH has confessed of having an affair, not because he wants to leave me, but because he cant bare not telling me. It was weighing to heavily upon him. What do you say to someone who does that?

I have been totally taken aback as to his admission needless to say.

We have started going to counseling and he has moved into the den. I want to trust him and love him. Is it possible? I have no idea.

I dont give a shit...

And why should I? My life has totally become a f'd up situation that does'nt end. Life sucks and I just do not enjoy it anymore. Why try to find positives only to be let down time and time again.
If anyone cares, which I know a certain person does not, they can email me and I will tell you all about it....

How I feel today!

Empty

Numb

Stupid

Lonely

Scared

Fragile

At my breaking point.......

Perverted Justice

The Oklahoma penis-pump-judge trial is underway in Bristow, with the former court reporter sobbingly testifying that, while court was in session, she saw the judge’s stuff at least 15 times, saw him twice tinkle into a wastebasket, saw him several times use the pump (which turned his junk purple), and saw him once (during a murder trial) shave his scrotum.

Yikes!

Party Doll

The designers of My Party Doll, the hand-crafted, finely-siliconed, in-“working-order” sex mannequins ($5k each) are holding court this week at the Erotica-LA Convention, and Agence France-Presse was there. The girls, said one of the designers, are “so durable you can jack up your car with [them].” And, “[I] spent most of the time [working] on the breasts because it’s so difficult to calculate gravity.” (who wants droopy boobs on his sex mannequin)

I don't think they had jacking up your "car" in mind when the creation started! But at that price it better do alot more than that.

Where would you be?

WHERE WOULD YOU BE IF:

YOU HAVE ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES.

YOU HAVE NO WORRIES.

YOU COME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU.

YOUR BATHWATER HAS BEEN RUN.

YOU HAVE THE PERFECT KIDS.

YOUR PARTNER IS AWAITING YOU WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES.

SO WHERE WOULD YOU BE???

IN THE WRONG FRIGGEN HOUSE!!!

Hmmmm....

Is it OK for a unicorn to play leapfrog with another unicorn?