Friday, July 28, 2006

Paintbrush anyone?


Australian Tim Patch is showing his my-penis-is-my-brush art at the Sydney Sexpo that, I gather, is running right now (he calls himself "Pricasso") . . .



I wonder just how good in bed he is?
Can you tell I have not had sex in at least a month?


Thursday, July 27, 2006

The beauty within....









Taken at StLouis Zoo Insect House

Monday, July 24, 2006

Out to lunch...

Hiya,

The boys and I had a great weekend, thankfully. I had to get out of the house and try to fill my head with better things. So on Saturday I packed up a cooler and fishing poles along with some wiggle worms and chicken livers and took the boys fishing. We had a really good time, we didn't catch too many fish, but we had fun non-the-less. I should say I hate to go fishing! Really... I wont take the fish off the hook and scream like a girl when the kids make fun of me chasing me around with the slimy fish. Plus I make them wear sunscreen and look silly making 2 growing boys put on sunscreen lol. Good time!

Sunday, as if we didn't get enough sun, I took them to St. Louis Zoo. We hadn't been in about 2 years and we spent all day looking at the animals and eating junk food. Got some great pictures I will try to post soon.
All in all it was a good weekend and I managed to avoid the Mr. Most of the time, except a little on Saturday.
I've decided to focus all my time on the boys when I'm not working.
:)

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Ok

I'm slowly beginning to try to live again. My 2 sons need me to be strong and positive, if all you see is negativity then how do you see positive things.


Update: After 16 years (June 17th) of marriage my DH has confessed of having an affair, not because he wants to leave me, but because he cant bare not telling me. It was weighing to heavily upon him. What do you say to someone who does that?
I have been totally taken aback as to his admission needless to say.
We have started going to counseling and he has moved into the den. I want to trust him and love him. Is it possible? I have no idea.

Monday, July 10, 2006

I dont give a shit...

And why should I? My life has totally become a f'd up situation that does'nt end. Life sucks and I just do not enjoy it anymore. Why try to find positives only to be let down time and time again.
If anyone cares, which I know a certain person does not, they can email me and I will tell you all about it....