Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Ahhh Careless date!

He’s lovely. We went on a date and then kissed. He’s very sexy; we like each other. So we went back to his. Then we removed our clothes. He really turned me on. We had sex; it was great. Then we woke up, and went out for breakfast. We’re meeting again next weekend.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Mr Right? NO- Mr Right NOW!

Yes right now... I have said it over and over in my head. I want him RIGHT NOW!!!

So what do I do?
I walk up to him, smile a coy subtle smile, and say..........

I have to tinkle be right back!

How embarrassing! OK So I did have about 4 shots of liquid gold... goldschlager whisky.

He smiled of course and patiently waited for my return, thank the lord, I was ecstatic that he didn't run screaming.

We sat and talked for about an hour. He recently broke up with an over aggressive GF. Before I knew it we walked out together. To his car. To his backseat. Top off in a flurry of lust, I couldn't believe it. Kissing-check, heavy breathing-check, oh he definitely gets a check for the great big buldge. Lets just say I haven't had sex in the backseat of a car in at least 16 years. BUT O MY GOD it was worth the wait!

Now I feel a little slutty OK a lot slutty! lol But you know what I don't care I love it! :)

He is going to call me again this weekend. Has called twice since Saturday. I'm in love with lust!hehe

Gota go

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

too funny

Some people are like Slinkies...not really good for anything, but they still bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs.

Wake up!

The Canton, Ohio, school board's centerpiece of sex ed is abstinence, but it now says a modification is due, after the stats came in: Of 490 female students at Timken High School last yr, 65 got pregnant.!

I guess these experts aren't such experts after all!

Now I am no expert but when you teach abstinence kids do.not.listen. Why not teach kids to wear condoms and to respect each other so they aren't running around transmitting STD's

People, times are changing, kids have sex. The more you tell a teen not to do it- They want to do it!

I don't even want to think of what my kids could be doing compared to what I did at age 13-14 I keep a close eye on mine and they are on a tight leash. But if the issue were to come up I would say be sure of your decision and use protection! You cant take your actions back!

Monday, August 14, 2006

Now that is just Wrong!

A woman and her boyfriend and the womanÂ’s 15-yr-old daughter apparently wrote out a contract (and signed it) specifying that while the woman is laid up from surgery for 2 months, the daughter will take her place in bed in exchange for certain gifts. (And did I mention that this was written out . . .Andd signed?)

To sell your childs body so she can have clothes and Body piercings in general should tell you how she has been raised!

Friday, August 11, 2006

World gone nuts!

We cant carry liquids on planes ( for our safety of course)Thanks to terrorists.

A 15 yr old boy From my neighborhood was beaten and then shot at 2 in the morning (where were his parents!)

Lately a 1 yr old was kidnapped and then sexually molested but found 2 hours after the parents noticed her missing!


LaToya Joplin stands accused of beating her 3-yr-old daughter to death but told a sheriff’s detective that the abuse-ee here is really herself, since her hand was throbbing with pain, in that discipline required that she keep up the beating because the girl never said "ouch" or anything. (Seriously.)


Is there really hope in the world? Sometimes it seems so bleak!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Back to the beginning

I was 13 he was 14. It was the 7th grade for me the 8th for him. I had never been the outgoing type-more introverted. His story goes a little like this....

he saw me in gym room standing with 2 of my girlfriends listing to my boombox play the superbowl shuffle, gotta love the early 80's, he says I grabbed ahold of his heart and he knew he wouldn't let me get away. The night he saw me he called me. I had no idea who he was, never herd of him, and was a bit on guard when he called. I thought for sure it was a practical joke. That night he asked if he could keep calling me and told me that one day he would marry me. We became inseparable. I was full on smitten. If you were to ask anyone in high school who I was they would say that's James' girfiend. We became one person. At age 14 I became pregnant and our parents totally fipped out. They instantly insisted that I have an abortion. So 7 weeks later I did. 2 days before I was to have the abortion my mother, in her panic mode, says to have the child put up for adoption. It was my choice! Not hers!
I was angry as she drug me along to an adoption center to have the process explained to me. I was young and had to make a decision for myself, for him, for everyone. That child would be 18, graduated from high school, and planning his/her life.
After that we had to struggle to keep "us" us. It was rocky. I thought it had bonded us more.

I have never dated anyone else but him, never wanted to. I am struggling with the idea that he could be tempted to have an affair much less have one. I need to forgive him, but I cant forget the hurt he has caused. I could see it if we falling apart for some time. There were no signs, no struggles. I was living in absolute bliss thinking everything was fine.

I know he didn't have to tell me and could have just hid it. But he couldn't and now I hurt deeply more so than I have ever thought I could. Time heals all woulds but my heart and mind is not wounded it's broken. I do love him how can I not?

I guess I am just real down today so I had to vent.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

No! Not the fire department!

In Portland, Ore., neighbors were puzzled when they saw residents merely tossing buckets of water on their house fire while begging that no one call the fire dept, and we know what that means
[answer: a marijuana nursery inside] . . . . .

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Revenge....

Yesterday, my friend Joe came over and we got to talking. The topic soon became about the troubles that my DH has bestowed upon on the family.


Joe: you need to get a revenge fuck...
Me: what?
J: A revenge F
Me: I dont think so!
J: Why?
Me: What kind of person would I be if I did the same thing he did to me?
J: A more satisfied one.
Me: Just because I will have had sex it doesnt take away the problem.
J: I'm just sayin
Me:Just sayin wont help
J: Oh I can help alright....
=insert wicked grin on his face=
Me: Yeah Im sure you would....

I am right.Right?